Thursday, April 28, 2011
Illness Ignored
I felt lost. An emptiness was growing within me. The feeling just wouldn't leave, like it would grow until it devoured me. It had started this morning, when I was taking a nice jog, listening to my favourite music, and then it just hit me. At the moment, I had fell down to my knees, expressing horrible pain on my face. I remembered scrunching my face in agony and disgust of what was happening to me. After the pain had receeded a bit, I had took some asparin, thinking it was just a mild stomach ache, but now it was back. The terrible pain was worst than before, which was already pretty bad, but now, I felt like crying my guts out from this everlasting torture. Suddenly, I lost all emotion and ache. I wondered why had it suddenly gone away. I didn't know when I had fallen to the ground, but now I noticed that I was on the floor right beside my office which I worked in. I had completely no idea of what was happening. When my heavy eyelids finally closed, I half expected to be in utter darkness, but instead I was filled with bright light.
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People who read this, just if you are wondering what illness she has, it's pancreatic cancer, a kind of tumor. By the time you know about it, you are already probably dead. That's why it's called the Silent Cancer. Just info.
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